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I never called my bf out this much other than the last few days because he has been with his friends.

2022.01.28 00:09 sleepyhottea I never called my bf out this much other than the last few days because he has been with his friends.

Recently, my bf started his second semester in University. I took a gap year and now we are a little >3000 miles away from each other. The long distance is hard, especially since all of my friends do not live near me anymore. We have made the joke that I can be lonely sometimes, but lately I have been feeling very alone.
This weekend was ok especially because we were just chilling on discord with each other doing other things. But ever since Sunday, he has been with his friends. I don't have a problem with him being with friends, but after a while I would like to spend time with him too. I understand I could invite friends to join me for video games, movies, etc. but none seem to be interested or are already busy when I do.
Yesterday, I had a rough start to my morning and eventually broke and started crying heavily. I told my boyfriend and he called me trying to console me while I was crying. He knows I am lonely, and he knows he is the only person I talk to for the most part. However, for most of the time, he was just sitting there silently... I got uncomfortable of the silence and asked him about his day. After that, again, more silence... So, I was over it and told him I would talk to him later since I still wasn't feeling well and that wasn't helping too much. An hour goes by and I text him saying thank you for calling, and he apologizes, saying he is going to make it up to me. I replied "oh?" and said "idk i'm figuring it out but if you want to give me a hint." That kinda stung a little since it was his idea, but brushed passed it. (basically told him it would be nice to be surprised).
Another hour passes and I told him I'm going to bed. He calls me I find out he is laughing and playing video games in his friends dorm. I get visually upset when I see him there, and he notices. Only then did he start packing everything up and leave. He muted himself, but his friends came up to the camera and was like "wtf, you're going? cmon OP." I didn't say anything. After he gets to his dorm, I called him out for being with his friends when he knew I was feeling alone. We talk back and forth, and it ends in him apologizing again. Before I fell asleep, I said "It is ok, I just wish you would think about me a little more."
Today, I woke up and felt much better. He called me this morning, very sweet, but kept me in bed when I told him I wanted to go out to get breakfast. He tries to fall asleep on call and after a while I tell him that I am going to go. I hang up and head out. Before I leave he sends picture of him getting breakfast too. Good. Both starting our day. He promised he would hang out with me tonight. Everything is ok until an hour ago when his friend asks him to go bowling.
To figure out this dilemma of whether he keeps his promise, or goes have fun with his friends, he decides to give me the choice of what HE should do. He knows what I want him to do. If I choose for him, it is only going to be a lose lose for me. Why would he do that? I ignored him, hoping he would make the decision on his own but he continues texting me, asking for my help. I blow up again. He realized his mistake, but I told him to go anyways cause I don't want to hang out with him after calling him out again.
Am I being to harsh on him? I never talked to him like this before because we usually never have problems. I know it is definitely because he is starting his new journey and is trying to make the most of his freshman experience in college, but it is hard when he makes so many promises of "I'm going to text you everyday, I'm never going to leave you alone, I will make it up to you" when it obviously isn't true.
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2022.01.28 00:09 sightlessbirdface Closing vocal cords…

I simply don’t understand how people are doing this. Even the well respected teachers just kind of say “yeah close them up for a fry scream” without any kind of explanation of how you do that or what it feels like. Additionally, the only times I can produce anything vaguely “scream like” just sounds like some gargly bullshit and THOUGHT I was trying to fry scream because I feel it generally in the soft palate but I think that has to be false cord because i get gassed SO fast on it. Like lightheaded out of breath really quick, and it just makes my voice crack a lot. So I thought I was onto the beginning of fry but now I’m thinking I’m nowhere close and it’s real frustrating after like a decade of just accepting that I couldn’t do this shit. I’m not even trying for metal screams or anything, something like what Have Mercy is doing on “Two Years”. I would love to be able to just pop screams in from sung notes but nothing that I do makes my throat closed. Even when I think I’ve got it, I know it’s wrong because I have to push ALL my air out for a second or two of grit. At this point I’m just worried I’m going to kill my already shit singing voice but I’ve wanted to learn this so bad…. https://youth.be/zrfWIdvAjKE
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